Hopefully looking towards creating some great new art with some newly found inspirations based on hurt and sadness and regret.  Not anything big, but perhaps finding that things could have, would have, and should have worked out differently, or maybe I'm just thinking too much. My life as it is right now is fantastic, could I ask for a better day to day existence? Sure, but why?  Am I missing something? Yeah. Am I happy with it? No.  Am I going to go on? Damn straight. Why ponder over those things, those experiences I missed, the opportunities that I didn't take, or was scared to.  All of that made me into who I am today and would I change anything about me? No, because what if I hadn't turned out as conscience as I am about myself? Life's lessons teaches only how to resolve situations, because situations are not stagnant. I grow, and I am constantly growing.  I learn each and every day to be the predator and not the prey.  I am strong, willing, and determined.  Fuck those who have hurt me, yes, but what am I going to do about it now? Go on. What else is there to do? My new piece is a collage, bits and pieces from things that I love, things I hate, wrapping them all up into one big mess of a piece and hopefully calling it a success. It takes a lot longer than a painting. I can paint fast like nobody's business, but this is challenging because I'm used to creating art from scratch.

What shall I call her? I mentioned I'm a predator, getting what I want as long as I'm determined, perhaps a small bird in the clutches of the amazing falcon who's eyesight is as sharp as her talons as she swiftly approaches the small helpless bird and clutches at it with speed so fierce, that the leaves around the poor screeching bird shake with fear themselves. The weaker me, and the stronger me, which one overpowers...